曾经有多憎恨他,此刻何依蕊就有多心痛!
那个桀骜不驯的男人,折磨了自己十年,本以为是自己遍体鳞伤,死后才知他爱自己爱的付出了生命!
何依蕊睁开了眼睛,望着洁白屋顶,心中苦涩化为甘甜。
“蕊蕊,你感觉怎么样?你爸爸已经往回赶了……”
何依蕊生在三口之家,爸妈都是公职人员,自幼她在温馨和睦家庭长大。
张亚杰握着何依蕊的手,语气略带紧张。
何依蕊看向自己妈妈,露出一个浅浅微笑。
“妈,我已经没事儿了。我爸在出差,你就不要让他回来了……”
早上何依蕊乘坐公交车去上学,半路发生了交通意外。
好在没有人伤亡,只有个别人受到惊吓住进了医院,其中就有何依蕊。
张亚杰依旧有些不放心,虽然没受伤,可那毕竟是一场车祸。
医生过来给她再次检查的身体,确认何依蕊没事儿了,张亚杰不由舒了口气!
出了院,望着蔚蓝天空,何依蕊深呼吸一口气!
能活在阳光下真好,这是她心中感慨。
“蕊蕊。下午别去学校了,妈都跟你班主任打过招呼了。”
何依蕊:“妈,我真的没事情了,耽误一天功课,课程会拉下不少。”
张亚杰欲言又止,何依蕊眼看快考高三了,学习成绩一直是全年级前三,她这个当妈高兴的同时,又觉得自己女儿太辛苦。
回到家中,望着熟悉又陌生的环境,何依蕊内心久久不能平息!
感觉像是一场梦,一切都是那么的不真实!!
何依蕊默默告诉自己,重来一次,自己绝不会再让悲剧重新上演。
来到厨房,张亚杰扎着围裙在厨房做饭,何依蕊帮忙打下手。
张亚杰见此笑了笑,做的都是自己女儿爱吃的菜。
临要去学校,何依蕊对着卫生间镜子看了看自己。
拢拢额头碎发,露出一个明媚笑意。
心态发生了改变,让她对一切事务有了新的认知。
也许从开始自己就没接纳过他,所以厌恶他。
死后看着发生的那一幕幕,何依蕊突然意识到,其实自己心里是有他的,若不然为何在他自杀时,自己会感到心痛?
只是自己重来没正视过自己对他的心,又或者说,不敢承认自己喜欢上一个混蛋。
深呼吸一口气,何依蕊离开了家。
乘坐公交车抵达Z市一中,望着学校大门,何依蕊脚步轻盈走了进去。
熟悉的环境,熟悉的人,让她对新的人生,有了新的期盼。
一点五十进入高二一班,何依蕊凭借记忆走到自己书桌前。
上课铃响起,喧闹的教室安静了下来。
何依蕊按照课程表拿书这节课所需要的书,目光时不时看见教室门口。
哒哒哒,走廊传来高跟鞋脚步声!
吱嘎一声,教室门被推开。
徐老师走在前面,身后跟着一位十七八岁少年。
他个子有一米八五,身材略显单薄。
眼眸如春日里还未融化的暖雪,闪亮,晶莹,柔和,晃眼,又似乎带不曾察觉的凌冽,他的唇色如温玉,嘴角微弯,淡淡的笑容,如三月阳光,舒适惬意。
一张如刀刻出来刚棱冷硬的容颜,高挺的鼻子,剑一般的眉毛。英俊的侧脸,面部轮廓完美的无可挑剔!
气质高贵之中略带痞气,仿佛他是个矛盾体,桀骜不驯的神态,像是目空一切那般!
徐老师站到讲台上,清清嗓子:“同学们,给大家介绍一位新同学……”
还差一个月就考试了,班级这时转来一位新同学,立刻在班上引起哗然!
“骆少斌!”
骆少斌自我介绍只有名字,徐老师见此让他先去空位置。
一个班级唯独何依蕊座位旁有空位,骆少斌一步步走了过去。
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